Yesterday friendly match

Yesterday my team has a friendly match against a team which we lose last time by 3 goals to 2. And yesterday match was held at a place which I do not like due to the pitch condition which I play a few years back and also lose by a 9 nil scoreline.

Finally yesterday I can erase all the hoo doo of their place after winning by 8 goals to nil. During the 1st half we should have score more not for some wasteful finishing by the strikers. But nevertheless we took a 3 nil lead at half time.

During the half time break I felt my hamstring is really pulling. I can barely run but I soldier on. This is mistake which I live to regret after the game. The 2nd half we score another 5 more goals and we ended with a 8 nil score line.

After the game my hamstring was so strain I limp all the way back home. Then I went to bras basah complex with Yee hung to buy watch at the end I got a $100 discount for the watch and the sales lady thought I am very young and studying because I look very young but in fact I am already 28yrs old. I feel that is a good place to get a watch because not only of reasonable price and also of customer service by the people working there. After that we seperately went home. After I reach home I also felt my lower back strain maybe of my hamstring cause my lower back to take a pounding. It was so bad I really can barely walk now and even when I do stand up and sit down motion I also can feel the pain.

Today I went to work as usual because I know something bound to happen but I ask Thomas for help with Endo centre to bend down to plug in a BNC cable for me to the machine. During that time I notice I cannot even bend my back so I decided to go see a doctor and she gave me a day of MC. And include off for tomorrow I can take another day of rest. I think on wednesday also no badminton for me so I can recover faster. While for this sunday game I must see 1st if it never recover I think I will not play.

最近的心情

最近的心情很不好都是因为我做了一个很笨的事。我喜欢的人出现了可是我太心急着想要跟她正式交往而最后给人家拒绝了。我真的是一个大笨蛋。为什么我要这样子呢？我常常都问我这一个问题。如果我没这样着急的话和没有给她任何压可能她会很开心。对我来说爱一个人的宗旨永远只是要你心爱的人开心就好了而我却没做到。我真的很后悔可是我知道我已经不可能回到过去把这一切都改掉了。我现在每一天上班都得伪装我自己在同事的面前装成我很开心我没事了的样子。我真的很辛苦啊。真的是在用笑容来把眼泪催眠。

在这里我想跟她说声对不起都是我的错。我只能怪自己把这份感情搞的这么遭。我不得不承认我每天都还在想着她。忘不了她那双漂亮会说话的眼睛也忘不了她的眼神。我知道我们现在只能维持朋友的关系至少还好过没朋友做。现在我只希望你每天都能很开心的过就好了。我也会好好的过。我告诉自己我会尽全力从这次的教训领悟到而且下次我不会再犯同一样的错了。

对为我一直在关心的好朋友说谢谢你们的关心。还有向一位一直很关心和支持我的好妹妹说声谢谢。哥会好好的过日子不会再消沉下去了。我不会再让你为我担心了。